I had to crop the hell out of this footage so you wouldn’t see where I’ve been – or much of what I wore – but there’s clear hi-res footage and it will reveal all when the time comes. And the time won’t be the only thing that comes.
Someone flew me to Florida for a private gutpunching session I can’t show you, but here’s a little of what I can.
Funny how gut punching and muscle worship are too gay for some beholders and not gay enough for others.
Sorry I haven’t posted in awhile. Part of it is that my uploading privileges to my YouTube channel are currently suspended due to it being too obvious how much I’m enjoying myself, so the video you’re about to watch is from a backup channel. That’s why it’s not enough to subscribe to the YouTube channel; you’ll want to follow this blog by clicking the folder at the top of the page and/or follow me on Facebook.
This video shows how Tristan and Jose maximized the longevity of the beatdown by varying their attacks on my abs to include “slow-pressure” methods that are also challenging (and erotic) but in a different way. I also talk a little about how for me, getting gut punched is more akin to being muscle worshiped than to being humiliated, and about the ambiguity of gut punching — how it can be this innocuous macho display between straight guys or something much more sexual. No prize for guessing where I fall along the spectrum.
Notice how Jose varies how much slack he gives me as he holds me while Tristan hammers away at my abs, also mixing up the pace and punches. This beatdown showcases the Saint Sebastian martyr’s physique I’ve attained and reminds me of what a behavioral psychologist I saw on YouTube said about vacations — that the most satisfying ones are those in which you prioritize pleasure over comfort (and they’re not the same thing).
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A look back at how my back-to-back gutpunching sessions with a guy in New York and Jose in Connecticut prepared me psychologically for my 2-on-1 session with Jose and Tristan (while giving me sore abs for it as well, lol). This is another one where hopefully some of the camaraderie and affection come through.
Breakdown of the 2-on-1 sessions, plus the unedited clips will be available soon via this blog – click the folder icon at the top of the page to follow. Email me at homoabnormative AT gmail DOT com for cam shows and appearances. Also follow me on social media:
After Tristan and Jose had put my already-sore abs through the wringer just about every which way, they toyed with me a little more before the big climax, which will be available soon in the unedited version via this blog (click the folder icon at the top of the page to follow). This scene has a little more tenderness than the others, but as you’ll see, by then even rubbing my abs hurt.